I love thinking back to when I was a first time mom. I love remembering how I felt and how nervous but also excited I was to be a mom. After we had first brought Hayden home from the hospital I remember laying in bed next to him just listening to him breathe. I was instantly head over heels in love with that tiny little boy. If I thought I heard him make a weird gurgle, squeak, or even worse NO … [Read more...]