The thought of leaving Sawyer was so hard for me. I was a mess the first time I left both Johnny and Gavin left but you'd think with Sawyer being my third that I'd be better about it. I get that he's going to be fine and well taken care of. I also know that he'll be happy and be even happier upon my return. I also know that I was going to NYC with Sarah and that we were going to be having to much … [Read more...]